The Story So Far - Mt. Diablo
Will there ever be a better actress than Tatiana Maslany, who flawlessly played over 10 characters with distinct personalities and characteristics and did it so well that it was easy to forget that two characters having a conversation in a scene were played by the same actress? Not only that, but also playing characters impersonating other characters and selling their mannerisms so well that viewers could tell exactly who she was supposed to be even when pretending to be someone else? The answer is no, there will not.
it’s just going to be like this, huh? i’m going to walk around with nightmares and what you did to me sitting in my stomach like a rotting peach and i’m just going to swallow hard and keep walking and i’m just going to have to live like this, knowing you’ll never apologize, knowing i don’t get closure, knowing i never get to yell at you until i shred apart, knowing i’m going to shred apart.
and you get to live your life and forget about me and scoff about how im crazy or making shit up or how i’m just dramatic. you get to keep going, laugh about it, shrug it off. we both know i’m melodramatic. that my personal narrative is all messed up. that i make shit up.
like, it must be nice. showers are probably just showers for you. no standing in the water picturing what i’d say, what i’d do, how i’d show you. you get to walk away. that must be nice.
not all of us do.
“
you can dip your words in honey and sugarcoat your wicked tongue, but nothing can change your rotten heart or change what you have done.
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― poetry doesn’t make what you did pretty
“I have a habit of falling in love with souls who have yet to be at peace with their bodies, their minds, their weaknesses. I try to build them, to find the parts of them that are missing in me. I end up with holes in my chest.”
— Farah Gabdon
